♥ Friday, February 29, 2008

couldn't sleep well ..
throat super itchy which caused me to cough uncontrollably
gota work ltr and am afraid will cough in the train..
woOOo..scary when everyone look at u as though u're having some kind of illness?
mummy cooked the hot and spicy rubbish pot again!
hahaha
well,of course i ate and stomach is unwell now due to the spicyness..
had few runs since aftn~
will bring some of the rubbish over for my colleagues to savour
yumyum..
k.gota bathe..
tmr and SUN's the BIG DAY for Style Groovas!
they be having competition at Vivoroottop at 3pm.
be there sharp!

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

9:21 PM

♥ Thursday, February 28, 2008

flipped here and there~

couldn't get into deep sleep.

sure enough,i had a real bad sleep

why?why?

having a bad cough cus throat very itchy~

plus eyes swollen now....O-o

raining now..

rain rain dont go away..

come and drained out out the nonsense inside my mind now..

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

5:41 PM

♥

;(
:(
:(
;(
:(
;(
:(
;(
initially,no work on wed but i chose to go work at 12am to acc kiki(waitress)
..went work with still alchohol inside me.
vomited b4 wentwork..
i drank milk tea and started to be sober..
thereafter..kiki n me chatted~
was talking about him..
and he called me~
i tot he wont be coming..but after tt,saw him standing outside the pub with another friend of his!
so..of course,i'm HAPPY AND SURPRISED!
2nd surprise he gave me!
but they din come drink,they went other pub.
kind of sad when he left~
so continued work until 5plus and msg Andy ask him he slp alr or not.
hes nearby only and we met up go Sit by the river chat chat..
mood was rather ok de..
BUT...
when we were walking to the coffeeshop to eat.
i saw something which made my heart ache alot!
THE TRUst..heartbroken..
nearly cry but hold back my tears les andy tot im a cry baby?
well well well, he did give me an explanation..
he was leaving with his friend..so left andy and me again..
was realLY SAD SAD SAD when he left..
but..
he surprised me by appearing again which made me feel happy
but
then i still kind of ignore him~
hais..my fault?=.=''
both andy and him had to leave so i asked them to go 1st ba..
i wanna stay on still..
to look at the birdies and smell the smelly river...
thinking of taking cabby but got surcharges so chose the train ...
can u imagine the journey from boat quay till my house?
the heart tearing moment when i SAW HIM at there keep appearing in my mind
:(
;(
:(
;(
well well well, im back home now~
feel like sleeping..or crying silently?
mummy cooking the mixed pot vegetables plus meat which i can name it as rubbish pot
so perhaps after a bad sleep, i can jolly wake up and eat and go back for a bad sleep ??
isnt tt wonderful?
mind full of nonsense,ya agree?
One moment talking about the stuffs which im preparing for him in advance,
another moment haissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss..
make me so so so so wanting to cry!!!
:(
;(
:(
;(
i know this entry is getting draggy..
=stop here=

*sad shaguadan:(

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

9:42 AM

♥ Wednesday, February 27, 2008

yesterday vic and me supposed to meet up with keong ...
but keong last min got urgent thing so only vic and me went town ..
went to cine XingWang hongkong resturant and had our dinner..

my curry chicken ramen

her's spicy pork dices baked rice

haha..cover for what?

me and me!

after tt, went to walk walk see at Cine
vic spotted a nice belt which she had wanted long ago~
then we walked to The Heerens and spotted a nice bag and she bought it.
while i bought a collared Tee~
but we had to walk over to FarEast to get new piece for her bag
after walking for long...
we started camwhoring~! in the toilet..haha

oh No! caught me..

left the town ard 11 plus and she trained home while i went to work:)
yesterday's sales was quite good~
was don's bd and he and his grp of friends came down..
drink until i drunk..
and had learnt to protect myself..^_^

took dave's specs and started camwhoring..haha..

reached home ard 11plus in da morning..
kind of guilty for not gg kallang iceskating with my poly 1st sem classmates..
today's shalene's birthday..very sorry din come have fun with u guys:(

Happy Birthday!!!

woke up ard 4 plus today and ordered pizza..couldn't finish everything.zzz

was super happy that he called me:)
chatted awhile and hung up becus i doesnt want him to anyhow spend money.
hp bills exp..
was kind of sad when he told me he gg to work this fri n sat..
which = he'll nt be down to bottoms up le..
sadd..
oh ya..i injured my leg and fingers..:(
i slipped while walking down the staircase at the pub..bruised leg..
open martell and realised, i cut my fingers..bled..
was hoping to hear his concerns but to no vail..:(

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

5:35 PM

♥ Monday, February 25, 2008

woke up not long ago..
saddd..
went to do last touch up..
its broken!!!
=.=''
IMAGINE.ITS ALMOST DONE AND ITS BROKEN NOW..
dumb hands of mine..arghhhhhhh.
zzzz
ltr tonite workin alone~
lonely night.

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

3:19 PM

♥

woke up at 12pm..
andddddd..
didnt realise its so late already!
was preparing his bd presents..wah spent me 6hrs jus preparing for 1 present!.
4more presents for him..
april..hmm..still got time.haha!
1present =6hrs..
total have to spent 5*6=30hrs!
or even more than tt?=.=''
cus his 1st present haven finish..
hope he'll like it ba..
gota buy brush and template tmr~
or anyone have tt,lent me?haha
very tired now!!
yawns*(*o*)
schedule for 25th-1stmar
mon:10-6
tue:12-6
wed:gg out with w25c for shalene's bd
thurs:if hes not tired,go watch movie?but he wanna stay home rest becus tt day no more papers
fri:12-6
sat:12-6
shall continue doing the last touch-ups for his 1st pressie
*gdnite all.miss ya*

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

5:38 AM

♥ Sunday, February 24, 2008

today went to Kranji alone to shop and spent over $100s for 7 items^_^
so happy...
then went to meet up with sis and her bf at cwp fpr Ichiban~
b4 tt, i saw the bling bling vehicles at the grasspatch beside the Wdls mrt station!
so nice!!!

i din get to eat alot of sushi.ate chicken curry katsu..
becus, i haven eat since morning.-.-

thereafter, went to walk walk and HEAVEN HELPED ME!
why?why?
cus i wanted to find wood handcrafts for someone's bd!!
THANK my BUddha for helping me!
*kisses for u*
i think Buddha heard my prayers and assist me in watever things i'm trying to accomplish~
things have been going smoothly ever since misunderstandings between us cleared up.
i'm so tired now:(
yawns..
*gdnite loves.

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

9:17 PM

♥

went to meet up with some w34m peeps for et's bd celebration..
Roy came along after his move(P.s i love you)
he told me its nice~
went to kenny rogers and then went for some arcades while some played pool.
Roy and liang zhi had to leave early thus bye bye!
we went to a staircase and played zhong ji mi ma..
i stopped playing and i fell asleep and suddenly my hp rang..
left Marina square ard 11.20 and headed to work..
i 4get what time, SOMEONE SPECIAL CAME!!
i was really over cloud nine and my colleagues all said i hong him...
LOL..no la...
the pub closed ard 5am and he and his friends had to leave
so i took my pay and went to look for them le
too happy until i now seh~~~~~
something happened in the train!
ass DIGOPEK!!
shan mention what happened..
super duper disgusting..:(
thank you for coming, u brightened up my day..^_^Jia you again.dont stress k^_^
will miss ya..

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

7:33 AM

♥ Saturday, February 23, 2008

Updates.....

yesterday went to work at 12am,was late^_^
sales wasnt tt good either.

GUess what?
A fight broke out out of a sudden!!!arghH~...
the guys don't use their brains when they fight!
They should take into consideration that theres GIRLS IN THE PUB!!
what if the glasses fly onto their face on landed on their heads?
Will u be able to reverse the results?
NO NO NO AND NO!

so...3 of us(waitresses) no choice, have to go into the kitchen becus GLASSES ARE FLYING!
OH MY GOD...So scary ..
1st person that came to my mind is you..
thereafter the police came and almost all ZHao..
hopefully everyones alright^_^
guys..DONT FIGHT BECUS U SEE SOMEONE NOT TO YOUR LIKINGS...

*memorable day in my life*

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

9:08 AM

♥ Thursday, February 21, 2008

Philosophy on LIFE

Life is a foreign language: all men mispronounce it. ~Christopher Morley, Thunder on the Left

Maybe all one can do is hope to end up with the right regrets. ~Arthur Miller

Life is like a beautiful melody, only the lyrics are messed up. ~Author Unknown

You will never be happy if you continue to search for what happiness consists of.

You will never live if you are looking for the meaning of life. ~Albert Camus

To succeed in life, you need three things: a wishbone, a backbone and a funnybone. ~Reba McEntire

If A equals success, then the formula is:
A = X + Y + Z, where X is work, Y is play, and Z is keep your mouth shut. ~Albert Einstein

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

11:42 PM

♥

everythings alright now.
clarified and done with.
won't brood over it:)
hahahhaha..
how i wish everything can be solved so easily..
msn him/sms him..hmm
he dint reply either..
guess hes busy revising for his exams?
well, i shall stop bothering him on msn ba..
shall sms him encouraging words once every 2days?
though i know it will not helps but at least i did try to give him encouragement?
My wounded feet still haven recover..
i can still feel the pain:( :(
its painful u know?

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

8:46 PM

♥

arghhh!!
jus realised something..
The TRUST I GAVE TO SOMEONE..
I GOT BETRAYED..
MY HEART REALLY TEARS!!!!!
I REALLY GAve SO MUCH TRUSt..
IMAGINE..TRUSTING SOMEONE SO MUCH!!!!!!
what u got in return?
SHAGUADAN

WHY WHY WHY..
i ALWAYS trust ppl so easily?
i always got bullied?
i ALWAYS choose not to retaliate when theres a quarell?
i ALWays always always choose to believe people again and again..
my HEART Sooner ltr will suffer from heart attack..
do not be sad if i suddenly passed away?
cause i might suffer from blockage of blood which resulted from too much anger..
Just pay visit regularly~

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

3:08 PM

♥

Just for Hahahahhahah~

Q1)Why do Farts stink?
Q2)Why did Tigger look inside the toilet?
Q3)What word is always spelled incorrectly?
Q4)What did the banana say when the elephant stepped on it?
Q5) What kind of ship don't sink?
*ans below

Christmas lights?

right or left?

A1)So that Deaf people can enjoy them too.

A2)becus he looking for Pooh.

A3)Incorrectly!

A4)Nothing!~ becus bananas don't talk:)

A5) FRIEND-SHIP

got some inspirations from jo's blog...

so thought of brightening up ur day.~

though i'm unhappy,

at least i still can make other's day happy

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

10:28 AM

♥

wo ke yi hua yi ge quan
Ba zhi ji guan zai li mian..

i love this song by Ding Dang(Ke Yi Bu Ke Yi)
go and download and listen!
send this song to him and he said its nice:)
tot he wont like this kind of song..
turned out it wasnt tt bad at all~
been wanting to ask him out to watch disney on ice ..
ard march-april..
but don know how to ask him..sad....
he might think i am childish?
or plain dumb?
i admit im clumsy or retarded at times^_^
xxxxxxx came to my pub again..i jus wish to erase all memories!!!!
this week he appear 2 times at my pub!!!!
i jus don know how to tell him to stop harassing me.
whats past are past..
i just wish to look forward to my life, doesn't wish to brood over the unhappy stuffs..
those who know me well,
i'm someone whose mood will be greatly affected by slight matters.
i need an amount of time to get over it ...
sales wasnt tt good on wed too~
thurs i might work?depends whether they need ppl or not.
i've asked Roy to go disney on ice with me,
he agreed but i don't know he seriously want to go with me or not.
.really need someone who can appreciate the cartoons^_^
SERIOUSLY WISH HE WILL AGREE WHEN I ASK HIM..zzz
CUS HIS BD DURING APRIL AND WISH TO GIVE HIM THE TICS AS BD PRESENT..
haha..
get to know an extra info that he love cars..
i'm starting to get an idea of wat presents to get for him le...
let me count~
1,2,3?
3 presents?.he doesnt lack anything ba~
i've CRACKed MY BRAIN FOR 3days!!
now finally~...hahhaha!!

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

10:02 AM

♥ Wednesday, February 20, 2008

going work now..
feeling btr now..
but heart still feeling pain..
guess i need sometime to calm down..
anyone care for a sea breeze?
need some mind calming..
GPA IS OUT..
i tot i would get lousy grade..
BUT
turned out..
i got..
3.2!!!!
hahahahhahahahaha....

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

8:53 PM

♥

back from bugis from chatting with andy
chatted alot and i felt lighted...
hes another xiao mei friend
keep sneezing & sneezing..
used up 3packs of tissues~
took cabby home ard 1 plus and the cab dont have nets machine=.=
so asked driver to drop me at the nearest atm nearby my house..
total $30=.=''
still sneezing now..will i get a fever tmr?
dont know?
oh ya, im not joining my sch dance competition(danceworks)
cus i felt im nt up to the standard and also parents adviced me to quit from the competition.
gota work tmr~
im considering to temp stop work in May then start in June

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

3:02 AM

♥ Tuesday, February 19, 2008

gota go out now..
announce:
i am sick...:(
wear mild make up and no eye make up,jus a pair of shades.
HaacHooooo~!

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

9:04 PM

♥

after so many days of agony...
he finally forgive me..
don't know wat happened to me recently...
days are filled with saddness...
today, a forgiveness msg from him made me real happy..
but hopefully its not just those words merely to pass me off
supposed to meet up with gladys and wendy for steamboat yesterday~
but i cancelled becus wasnt in the right mood to talk..
so in the evening, my mood was btr and
my classmates msged me to meet them at makan sutra
so i agreed and was late~
supposed to meet at 6.45pm but i turned up at 8 plus?so sorry~
we ordered 2 plates each of stingrays,squid,kailan,12 cups of sugercane juices for 8ppl~

Me and et taking pic while waitin for the arrival of food

esther elaine and me~

IS there a MElon?

Elaine + me

W34M gangs~

thereafter,went to work at 12am..sales was real bad.
din drink alot yesterday becus im scared..
n today!! i slept at 8am-2.30pm!
finally manage to slp more than 4hrs?
thanks andy for helping me..
now waiting for ur sms wad time to meet u ltr b4 i go work~
HIm: jia you on ur upcoming exams...
andy:u've made me realised gd friends not necessary mus know each other for long

i'm so pathetic..eating maggie mee now..zzz

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

5:14 PM

♥ Monday, February 18, 2008

ltr be meeting W34M ppl at Makan SUtra for chats..
then be reporting work at 12am till 6am
be working:
mon-12-6
tue-12-6
wed-10-6
thur-no
fri-12-6
sat-12-6

i am..???
very..???
feeling ..???
hopefully the Usual Great Suling in the UNiverse will be back soon...
do nt ask me wat happen...
DrownIng...
Suffocating...
depressing...
Ignoring...
Nothing...
Ending...

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

4:09 PM

♥ Sunday, February 17, 2008

i'm once again down..
u might think i'm despo..
I AM NOT OKAY!
i'm jus very easy crush on someone..and got hurt easily too..
i've brought all these upon myself~
no one to blame but me Me me and Me...
i shldnt have told u wad happened!!
but i stil think i shld be honest to u~
I"M REALY SORRY....................................................
so i'm jus another passerby in ur life?
no longer a friend?
i shld have guessed it that its another 3mins words

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

6:51 PM

♥ Saturday, February 16, 2008

went to watch 9.30pm CJ7 yesterday with vic and him.
he was late for ard 1/2 hr?
lol..but still hes cute:)
aft the show at PS, vic went back home while left me n him.
we went to look for another friend and all of us have no idea wat to do?
so we rotted until 12am
i was kinda sad when he have to leave at 12.15 for his last bus back to bedok
while me, alone sitting by the orchard road till 12.45am
well, glad he called me n chatted with me..
aft we hang up, i decided to go work~
took cabby down at 1am..=.=''
I DONT KNOW HOW THE HELL I GOT DRUNK..
could it be becus im tired,sad tts y i was so easily drunk yesterday?
argHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
i'm ur priority?u sure?!?
^_^
im alrite ppl..haa...gd nite..time for nap

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

3:28 PM

♥ Friday, February 15, 2008

i am BACK!
a short update:
worked mon tue wed thurs
kind of sad when he told me he cant come down find me jus now..
was he just a hoax?
lets try nt to be serious here lor..
I still will have likings on guys which i jus depends on feelings
but
i still cant get myself NOT to be SERIOUS in a relationship
When comes to someone i felt i can have a future with
BUt
the other party might not feel the same way as i do:(
fri, i requested off becus gg somewhere with someone..haaa
sat working too
but feeling guilty cus they short of ppl working on weekend and yet..
i still requested nt to work~
he inititate coming to pub find me
BUT
i don want him to come..he sick..
he asked me not to work pub...=.=
dance practice from 2-8 ltr..
competition is nearing n i stil feel that we're still unprepared.zz

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

6:22 AM

♥ Monday, February 11, 2008

i'm feeling btr now~
ltr tonite working
cus i think short of ppl working ba.
will be working..
mon
tue
wed
fri
sat
tmr having dance.
shall practice hard tmr.
no time to slack already~
my lappy is ok now
on site engineer came and charged $32.10
gota go sch configure laptop tmr & attend dance practice too..
Adriano came my pub on sat
& we asked him sing bei pan for us!!
sing SO NICE..got 1 customer shook hand with him~
cus a gal who used to be our waitress is together with him now~
she came=he came
gotta go rest now~tata

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

12:23 PM

♥ Sunday, February 10, 2008

i am sick now..
O.o
fever soon..felt irritated
somethings gg on in my mind..
another parts n parcels in my life.
gdnite all
rest well ppl.
valentinesDay coming
& im reminded of his SURPRISED accident
mostly will work on thurs
since im single^_^
save save save
sulings the best

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

11:23 PM

♥

shldnt have soften my heart..
shldnt have
shldnt have,
after knowing it...........
all became ashes..
blown away by the wind~
wads left were the tears by the ashes.

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

8:10 PM

♥

gotten my pay for 5days:)
$456!!!!
save save save:)
suling is the BEST!!!
got home ard 8 plus in da morning...
slept till 12plus jus now...
initially 1 friend wanna dabao for me then
sis's bf come fetch us go sakae @lot1
so my friend din come le
total bill was $50 plus for 4ppl..
dad,sis,sis's bf,me
quite worth^_^
cus its my sis & me treating them
we took daddy out today n din want him to spent money so~
we treated him to whatever he wants to have^_^FOOD..haha
Was hoping to bump into him
but
but
not fated..
anyone want to go watch sistic's show?
below are few shows im interested in:
The Little Red Hen(during march)
disney on ice which includes
little mermaid,peterpan,mickey and 2more fairytale
(during march)
if u're interested,go with me ok?haaaa
feeling sleepy le..
gdnite all

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

6:54 PM

♥ Friday, February 8, 2008

2 working days passed..
so fast..& $$$$$
yesterday pub was short-handed..
drink drink drink play play play sing sing sing
sad that tracy,1 of the waitress over there,
was admitted into hospital cause her stomach having pain..
not mens..
i dont know whats the cause behind her pain yet..
think she drank too much?
she was on drip and now back home le..
iyo...
Vgals asked me out for house visiting
but
i rejected cus i feel i have to let my body rest b4 work @12am..
sorry gals..sorry sorry..im really sorry....
somemore i might go early for work ltr maybe ard 11?
cus dont think tracy will come for work ba?
hope shes alrite now..
i having runs since morning..
reason??
drank too much..for those who knows my body condition,u shld know rite?
yesterday no choice cus got a few friends came and i played games with them lor
friends,dont worry..i'm alrite and i know my limits^_^
i will tc of my body de..:)
tmr wil be getting my pay!!!!
OVER $300..lalalalalallalalalala..
gotta save up for emergency uses..
maybe i will ### ?hahaa..choi..
i'm missing my lappy...
11th then got engineer come repair..hais..
somemore vpn password expired and i cant log into my rp student workplace
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
chiaoss..time to do mask..& SLEEP.
gdnite

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

4:56 PM

♥ Wednesday, February 6, 2008

yo..
tue
went for dance comittee meeting then for dance practice.
competition is only 3 weeks away~
omg..
received sms from boss that they giving out commission and HONGBAO
also having reunion dinner among ourselves
so reached the pub ard 8 but not every there.
the steamboat start ard 11!!!!!OMG
haha.
best part is=hongbao($88)+commission($100)=$188!!
well, this came as a surprise for me cause i don care about the commission!gaaaaa..
$$$$$..but gota save up for other uses..
wed
today is reunion dinner at home~
my fav home-cooked sour spicy soup!!!
promised boss to go work tonite cus they short of ppl..
my schedule:
wed:12-6
thur:12-6
fri:12-6
sat:12-6
haha..earn $$$$$$$ 15/hr or 18/hr if sales good:)

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

1:51 PM

♥ Sunday, February 3, 2008

Friday
class ended 1.30pm ,no presentation..
needa submit the summary of what we learnt for past 15 lessons
didn't go dance practice..
went for class steamboat instead^_^
Was told by some ppl tt marina south is under renovations,
so no choice,went for JianHong's recommendation:
Chong Qing Huo Guo.
Report to work @12am
end work 6 plus.
Saturday
reached home forget wat time
tot wont be out for the day..
BUT..
called wendy n knew gladys n her were going for shopping.
so slept for 2hrs and went out walk walk...
acc them shop until 8pm then went to buy 9.30pm ,The Mist ticket..
waited for jab at The Heeren cus he wanted to chill at balcony
i forgot what i ordered,its sth..lemonade..the alcohol taste..funny..
well,know what?
the tix were wasted cus we chatted until no time to catch the movie..
supposed to report work @12am
BUT
i'm late..thus jab initiate cabby..thanks
was my boss's bd and theres buffet..

ITS FULL HOUSE..so busy!
Sunday
met up with the blogshop owner for my step-leg legging
after that,came to tom's hse for mikeal's 1month
supposed to leave for shopping to Marina but but..
i had the itch for mahjong..
so..changed plan n go amk hub with vic

i announce:

HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

5:28 PM