;( :( :( ;( :( ;( :( ;( initially,no work on wed but i chose to go work at 12am to acc kiki(waitress) ..went work with still alchohol inside me. vomited b4 wentwork.. i drank milk tea and started to be sober.. thereafter..kiki n me chatted~ was talking about him.. and he called me~ i tot he wont be coming..but after tt,saw him standing outside the pub with another friend of his! so..of course,i'm HAPPY AND SURPRISED! 2nd surprise he gave me! but they din come drink,they went other pub. kind of sad when he left~ so continued work until 5plus and msg Andy ask him he slp alr or not. hes nearby only and we met up go Sit by the river chat chat.. mood was rather ok de.. BUT... when we were walking to the coffeeshop to eat. i saw something which made my heart ache alot! THE TRUst..heartbroken.. nearly cry but hold back my tears les andy tot im a cry baby? well well well, he did give me an explanation.. he was leaving with his friend..so left andy and me again.. was realLY SAD SAD SAD when he left.. but.. he surprised me by appearing again which made me feel happy but then i still kind of ignore him~ hais..my fault?=.='' both andy and him had to leave so i asked them to go 1st ba.. i wanna stay on still.. to look at the birdies and smell the smelly river... thinking of taking cabby but got surcharges so chose the train ... can u imagine the journey from boat quay till my house? the heart tearing moment when i SAW HIM at there keep appearing in my mind :( ;( :( ;( well well well, im back home now~ feel like sleeping..or crying silently? mummy cooking the mixed pot vegetables plus meat which i can name it as rubbish pot so perhaps after a bad sleep, i can jolly wake up and eat and go back for a bad sleep ?? isnt tt wonderful? mind full of nonsense,ya agree? One moment talking about the stuffs which im preparing for him in advance, another moment haissssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.. make me so so so so wanting to cry!!! :( ;( :( ;( i know this entry is getting draggy.. =stop here=
Forest lee Republic Poly
Taurus
23rd April 1988
ღ myself
ღLocking
ღThe nature
ღ Sleeping
ღ the ones who ღ me
HERhate
BETRAYERS
Slackers
HERWishlist
& his L.O.V.E
&More free time
&get gd GPA !
&Get more Baggy Fresh Colors tee + sweat pants
&Earphone
&MP3
&Attend more dance courses
&be Singapore top few Female lockers
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Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS?
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