This post.. I felt an urge to blog something that has been going on in my mind Friends: Living for 20 years,Knew many friends,Some Lost contacts,Some half contacting while some still in contacts. Entering the 20s, its really time for me to think who are my real friends. some close friends whom i thought could be my hearty friends, it all turned out that i'm wrong. i am saddened by this fact but stil have to move on~ Hoping some of my close friends would celeb bd with me or send me bd wishes but to no avail... When friends stepped out into society while im still studying, does that means that we'r of different worlds and could no longer meet up? no longer used to be humourous,sharing secrets..drifting apart and ultimately silence.? Currently in poly,i do have a handful of friends but speaking of REALLY friends.. i would say..less than 50? imaging being changed class consisted of 28ppl each for 3 times PLUS my 29dance mates... less than 50 is considered pathetic ba?? Some do influenced me in some way or another while some silently supporting me. i must thank everyone for being my friends in my life. I used to be a NOOB in drinking at pubs,club.. but its YOU ALL,my friends who made me step out of my boundary and get to experience what the OTHER side of Singapore is. Realised that people who pubbed/clubbed is not= baddies i DO know a couple of friends through pubbing/working. for those who still nt yet know,i'm working at a pub. its quite a refreshing experience for me coz a few yrs back i din imagine myself working as a waitress now.
Relationship: i must thank him for leaving me on 050507. if werent for him, i wouldnt be what i am now. persuing my dance passion.. getting to experience the night life.. getting to know more friends .. i've been asking my friends to be SINGLE.haha! its a wonderful thing in life to be SINGLE!! perhaps i haven met a nice guy yet? i realised something.. when i like a guy and showed interest in him, when he returned me with interest too, i would ...push him away. i do not know y but... i'm not comfortable with guys treating me good. could it be that i've got mental problem?lOL.. i like the feeling of being one sided,no strings attached and the freedom to persue watever i wants in MY life... Yes..IM SINGLE but not available:) Too much committment now, no time for R/s..
Dance: For those whom have yet to experience WHAT is hiphop... tell u, its AWESOME! i meant.DANCE not iTS PEOPLE.. Frankly speaking, though a club DO have POLITICs, Its the DANCER's REsponSIBIlity in maintaining the standard of the club. its sad to realised that its hard to do that when some are.. reluctant to share/exchange pointers among the crew members. I supposed its the mindet problem? when u teach ppl, they might tot u're boasting? when u don't teach ppl, they might think u're being selfish? felt that SGC is getting nowhere now, hoping that After Gin and Larry start giving lessons, we would improve in the end. i love dancing on the stage.. its great showcasing audiences my baby(dance) and the appreciation(claps) they give me.. tmr i'll be going for FB audition which is open for non-nyp students.. will try my best :)
Forest lee Republic Poly
Taurus
23rd April 1988
ღ myself
ღLocking
ღThe nature
ღ Sleeping
ღ the ones who ღ me
HERhate
BETRAYERS
Slackers
HERWishlist
& his L.O.V.E
&More free time
&get gd GPA !
&Get more Baggy Fresh Colors tee + sweat pants
&Earphone
&MP3
&Attend more dance courses
&be Singapore top few Female lockers
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Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS?
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