Being here so much so till..
i realised..
i'm actually..
Crying doesn't help n i know tt..
somehow ,
things will be fine~
be it an adult silent cry or baby cries,
its still a form of emotional release.
i dearly hope one day, everything works out well..
a sincere gesture would mean so much so that..
i will
GRin
LUFf
and forget all my negative mindsets.
SO..
life is all about this..
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was thinking of giving up chongpang finals..
alot peeps encouraged me to stay on since i'm already in it..
i will be a basket if i withdraw n perhaps other ppl might have a chance in it too?
so i'll be like wasting an opportunity given to me rather than otherS?
yeap..
i admit im threathened.
by the fact that im going to war alone..
the lonliness inside me when im on stage..
there are friends among the audiences for sure.
but thinking of the diff energy level in compared to the grp that do Hiphop.
i think im way far back?
seriously..
aft this chongpang thingy,
its time for me to shut back and train my hh REAL HARD.
im nt gg to join solo anymore till i can be a grp of 6 ppl's energy level~
WOW TOUGH HEh..
if sky drop 1billion..
- go o sch take up raggae,Hiphop,jazz ,house course
- go LA,NY for dance trainings
- donate 1/4 to charity
- give 1/4 to family
- Save up the remaining for my future
- if possible, set up a dance sch for poor DOPE dancers
*okays.started dreaming even before i sleep.heh!