Yep.
Realised.
Just saying doesn't help.
what i need is REAL ACTION.
SAY IT AND DO IT.
If not I wil stil be forever going in circle yall?
Human are learning how to learn in every phase of their life,makes sense?
So, people said,ONce bitten,twice shy..
Is that true?
Some tend to repeat its history again and again~
why is that so?
Its human nature to test sth that is out of curiosity,though they had gone thru sth similar b4,
they still wan to try it out again and see whether the result would be the same.
This is probably something that we been having self decieving?
Obviously past records told us "no no.no DONT DO THIS AGAIN"
and yet, we still ignore it and go ahead like a bull without having consider the same disastrous consequences that had already happened in the past.
I WILL LEARN AND LEARN AND LEARN.
let nature take its course bah..
i'm really tired and sick of the same thing over and over again.
I WILL BE THE USUAL ME ME ME ME ME..
Only dance can liven up my life with colors
Music to be the essential part of my life.
No music
=
No dance
=
No Suling
i'm contented with what i have now, i don't ask for more.
because i believe My One will come to me one day~
So be it 10 yrs down the road,20yrs down the road..
truely tired of being the one initiating always.haha!
I dont know why i can be myself when im with dancers and sch friends but not others
i've been trying to be a part but don't know what mistakes i made that caused the initial friendships with u all ,that turn out this way,(not talking to each other which made me feel quite stressed inside me because i feel like asking "whats really wrong with me?not happy with me or wad thing?" Plus ya..i feel like im an extra too..Just sit there and be emo?
i dont like to be emo k..n im not someone who emo alot...!!lol..^_^
where would i have the TIME to emo..
i gota sch,sch dance,outside dance,work,performance,competitions..
Its only this issue that been on my mind now..
just tell me straight on the face that im thinking too much k?
Its nice knowing all of u,and hope we have nice friendships going on~
Maybe all of us needs time to get to know everyone and understand one's character.
These are what i have been bottoming up.release it out once and for all.
i dont wish to shed tears over it.cus its a small issue too:D
im not someone who wil quarrell with ppl cus yal.
i tend to cry in the end.
Yep,i feel much relieved after telling all these out:)
hope its appreciated cus i felt friends shouldn't be happening this kind of issue.
Should be frank to each other about thoughts and not hiding something.
If not, can i ask..
What are friends for?
this shall be my last post regarding my down mood of recent sensitive mindset.
Nothings left for me to say:)
AM TIRED.GDNITE
BR>
Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS?
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