♥ Monday, December 29, 2008

Grats to me!

Grats to everyone in Natas studio Jam Vol 2!

i realli smiled,enjoyed all the way it ended.

its a breakthru for me already

i feel WHOA!

i actualli manage to go out BATTLE!!!

going out is a big courage!!!!

HAHHAHAHAHAH!

GD JOB FOREST LEE

thanks for ppl there to support and participated.

TO YOU ALL:
do you really know the club well?
do you even feel proud of the club?
why did you even join the club?
who provided you with the chance to learn dance?
provided you the place to dance, to session?
are u dancing for urself when u are in the club?
do u seriously even think for the good of the club?
what does the club means to u?
what does the club means to u?
what does the club means to u?
what does the club means to u?
there have to be someone taking care of the juniors
someone planning for the future
someone planning for the future
and someone making sure that everything is alrite
and someone making sure that everything is alrite
and someone making sure that everything is alrite
and someone making sure that everything is alrite
and someone making sure that everything is alrite
and someone making sure that everything is alrite
and someone making sure that everything is alrite

-tml is sentosa outing! with the ig ppl!
-i have a job interview in the noon at tajong pagar 2pm!!!!!!!
but i decided to postpone it ,if cant, then cancelling it..
FOR THE SAKE OF BONDING OF IG
-this is an effort.....
i say n repeat again..
CARE N SHARE PPL.....!!!!
LETS TRY N PIECE IT BACK TOGT ..alrites?..
*CRYSssssssssssssss

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

1:35 AM

♥ Saturday, December 27, 2008

YES HONGJINGTING.......
ya..once in a blue moon, cannot ??^_^
thanks for helping me when im in need
waiting for new job ^_^
wait k:D

was having ig dance practice in studio till very late.9plus
had few missed calls and msgs..
supposed to go for a movie,bedtime stories with des tn,ek,wq?,tn's gf
but they booked ticket with out me le..too bad..
then had another msg from von initiating
" meet yun's hse downstairs de playgrd,we need to talk"
so i was thinking..hmm...will things turn out well?
so i went ahead with the plan.
met jo at sp 1st
then headed to yun's hse downstairs de playgrd.
they reached .
we sat down trashed it out.
slowly one another.
i was the last to talk^_^
i seriously got the concentration span time problem
i gt short focus time.
i tend to drift away....to a Po land
so sorry if i took very long time to recall wat i want to say.
ahhahha!
thats me ^+^
*hope u understand the purpose of this meeting,and do reflect too*
time is all i needed too..
once broken,its hard to mend it..
cus D crack will forever be there.
its a small problem only,
but then...i just hack care le.
cus to me, nth much also luh..
All along, i jus nod nod nod..lame lame lame..
nth much to be angry i realised.
jus follow time bah.
*hope u can treasure ur r/s and love urself k*
*change for the better,nt for us, but for a better you*

*aft this incident, We gals grew stronger *
Vgals+wendy+chel+ahbu..^_^
AND NOT FORGETTING MY BFF GLADYS NG SHU QIAN

0000OOOLOVE YOU GALSooOOoO

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

4:24 AM

♥ Friday, December 26, 2008

Being

discrete

helps

u

sinned

lesser

-by forest lee

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

3:37 PM

♥

S I N F U L

Xmas eve was a true disaster.

But oh wells.its over isnt it?

and theres gains and lost when yr is nearing to the end of 2008

Lost on xmas eve: the everyone's outing

Gain on xmas eve: gals outing!!^_^

i realli enjoyed chatting chilling..

haha..

if u're wondering wads this thing about?

we gals,driven by ah tay to Bugis steamboat^_^

heh..was lost on the way..

sidenote : i will never drive.

we chatted...ALOT...

i was the last to finish cus...

sidenote: i LOVE PRAWNS

funny funny n lots of funny stuffs digged..

at times human are contradicting arent they?
i too, will contradict some times.

then headed to cine, chilled outside the ljs as jing was hungry.

im glad that my gals are clicking well..

SO HAPPY.

once again: gains & lost

Guy's side

eh..until now , i c no problem with how i behave n wad i said.

whatever i said, i've never harm anyone of u b4 isnt it?

so i c no reason why i'm " unlikable" in this grp

so far, i've got no problems with ALL my friends and this is the only grp i'm having problem with

If my character arent acceptable, then i guess i shldnt have tried so hard to be part of u all

until now, im still aside.

So be it if theres ANYONE BADMOUTHING ME,

since this is a country of freedom of speech

if u believe wad others said,go ahead...

im someone who can be straightforward n be LAME..

sidenotes:

working out a friendship isnt that simple.

ppl have flaws and strengths

its how u look at ppl's flaws and notice their strengths

NO ONE IS PERFECT.

if u dare to say u're perfect,go ahead.

-i've tried but..-

Xmas

met Vgals at Northpt XingWang Cafe

had the nice funny funny draw lots of whose present to kena..

i kena..-.-'

oh well,forget it

christmas is all about caring and sharing.

at least WE had fun thou the venue changing initially was abi DUH..

Once again, chatted alot.digs...dig..DIGGED

grats that every misunderstandings among us ARE slowly dissolving!

GREATTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!
i can see we're growing bonded each time ,agree?

sidenote again: i wil work save money for all of ur 21st bd pressies^_^

Daniel,aloy,daren,mathew,andy,yimin,jannson,lav,ian(rp)

MERRY belated XMAS!

this grp of cliques have been there for me since the day i really wanted to focus on locking

thru one another, got to know a new friend.

its such a wonder how things work out between 1 to another human

i really wnt to thank u all for the comments given,

n i strive to improve on those flaws n going onto another level.

THANK YOU

Kinkis..

our 31st xchange k!

DONT FORGET:)

i bought a nice nice splendid pressie!

i must also thank u guys for being there whenever theres outing, ig practices.

we never fails to have laughters.

2 comps upcoming.

lets work hard alrite?!

To the ig breakers..

rmb wad i said?

"we dont suit into the theme, the theme suits into our genres"

theme of the comp:"dance to a drug free life"

i will let this be a great thing for us ,alrites?

commitment wise, i dont expect 100%

at least 80%

cus dance shldnt be the top piority

family shld be the one^_^

hopefully we have enuff dancers to join this team..

---------THANKS FRIENDS FOR BEING THERE-------------

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

2:51 PM

♥ Monday, December 22, 2008

My wishlist for the mixed gang xmas xchange:$10 above 24th/25th dec
cotton wool
Wig
1st aid kit

My wishlist for the Vgals xmas Xchange:$12-$15 above 25th dec
Bronze Hair dye
Pillow
Lashessssss

My wishlist for Kinkies:$10-$15 31st dec
NO WISH LIST..:(
they want anyhow anyhow buy..wahhahaa...

My wishlist for myself: priceless FOREVER
once again, a female locker with gd techniques,sharpness,flow,musicality
world peace..no terrorist..no politics...no broken families....no accidents...
Pass my PP FYP
I WANT TO GRADUATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2010 2010 2010 2010 2010...

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

12:58 AM

♥ Sunday, December 21, 2008

Des drove me jocelyn eng kiat to town and we had dinner
tecknien joined us for dinner too.
then tn went to fetch his gf
thereafter headed for movie at 1.45am.
Yes!man.
SUCKS..
i fell asleep for 20mins?....
rating:2/5
home 4plus morning
Insommia ...zz
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later going RP lock.
lock
lock
lock
28th dec JAMMING..HERE I COME.
1 week no lock.feeling so itchy.^_^

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plans for christmas:
24/25 xmas present xchange with sec sch peeps
31st xmas present xchange party with kinkis
....
hmm..

time for TangYuan~

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

3:54 PM

♥ Saturday, December 20, 2008

Watched NRA's CONCERT!!

1st half were other school's performances
2nd half were mostly NRA's dancers.

i preferred 2nd half.
TERRENCE DOPE!!!!
their freshies ARE POTENTIALS!
COOL....
way way way way way better than...^_^

i almost cried when they were acting out the father and daughter's scene.
"last dance with my father"

it was depicting about a graduate waiting for her dad to come and take picture with her on her graduation day.
So, while Driving , her dad kept rubbing his eyes and on the phone too.
accident Occured....

and she rushed to hospital but only to see the cold father....

Memories flashed in her mind..
Her dad brought her up singlehanded.
In her Sec days, she smoked and got caught .
A letter was mailed to her dad regarding the incident.
He kept quiet and put a mint box that is meant for kicking habit of smoking on the dining table.
She came home and upon seeing it,
she decided to study hard and not dissapoint her dad.
Whenever she study till late,
her dad would always stay up and check on her,advised her to sleep early, gave her chicken essence,water,cover blanket.
......
dance started..
then..her dad's soul came,
she clinged onto him, tried to dance with him but her dad had no response..
she tried so hard..
her dad's soul left..
she dropped in screams and tears'''..'';;;;''..';'
.....

how i wish i can enter nra.
how i wish i am given an opportunity to grow
how i wish someone could help me dig out my potential..
how i wish i am given trainings.
no matter how tough it wud be,i will continue dancing.
Criticism,Praises so be it.
come on and i will convert it into my motivations!
if i fall, i climbs more..

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

5:09 PM

♥

everything cud be tt perfect...

i'm beginning to miss ..........

Time for me to reflect.

Am i nt gd enuf?

Am i really ...?

guess all these have to be down to my heart.

Silence.

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

5:00 PM

♥ Thursday, December 18, 2008

Sick
sick
sick
again!~.....
Mio Tv alot alot MOVIES!
want watch movie, come my house watch!!YEAH..
gal gathering?..
friend gathering?
hmm..

i've taken a step ahead with confidence and courage on my locking:D
decided to take a challenge :)
thanks larry^_^

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

1:07 AM

♥ Monday, December 15, 2008

Yo heres. the 6 parts full version of O school instructor's item.

so that closes the post on Recital!
--------------------------
Saturday

i woke up ard 12.30pm~
and i was suppposed to meet jervenne ain and junhao in school for sch's free buffet at 12.30pm
but i overslept..
so ya..went to Osch's webby n checked their class schedule and i WAS HAPPY TO KNOW THAT there's ANN CLASS!!!
it was a last minute decision i made.
i went alone! yeah
u must be thinking wth?
it was an experience for me^_^
my 1st time attending Ann's class.
Good,patient Instructor!

Nextup,night time
Girls gathering at StJames was fun.
it was rather contradicting..
the night before club, i was still telling jenson that i hate clubbing..
well provided i'm able to dance to my own style^_^
and yep...i enjoyed alot at st james and the crowd was rather different from other clubs.
That was my 1st time to St James and oh man!
I LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YEAH..i was crazy to go on the high platform and dance -.-''
i wonder what gut pills i took on tat night!!!!!SHeessssss
and yeah thanks for girl's BFs to fetch us home..
wahahha!
the scene of.. their BFs standing at the roadside waiting for us was hilarous..!
hope alls well...
anyway, its girl outing ma,..
yeah so chill man..:)
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Sunday

Danced at home^_^
i was happy happy happy!
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Monday(today)

came school for fyp meeting with my team
i was super late!2hrs..
After saying bye to them..
i went E4 at danced on my own.
daniel and the rest are coming ard 6plus..
so here i am waiting waiting ..

-happy Forest happy happy-

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

5:21 PM

♥ Thursday, December 11, 2008

yo... heres MORE OF PICTURES!!

the happy me living in the world of fascinating dance arena!

Angie and mushroom

Ivy and blueeey

Ks and eh...theres a bat up there?

The Colored DUO: Daniel and me

Colin SHhhhhh!

Yea! the KInkys

Sha sha, Julian and me! the Blue Rangers

hey.camera here! kenny + me

DOpe Gin! with Angie and me..ITS BLUES

Yeah!!

blue pink blue

MR HOUSE!!!! the dope houser~

The gaLs with some back stage dancer.

ENJOY THE LOCKING I DID ON RECITAL!

Part of O SCHOOL instructor performance

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

3:16 PM

♥ Tuesday, December 9, 2008

ITS A SUCCESS!

performance for O school recital was OVER!

we gave our best yeah...!!!!
i'm posting this pic 1st
tml then upload the rest!
whahahhahahahahhahhah
DOPE DOPE DOPE!
see HOW HAPPy little me is~

sth happened while we were doing our formations in the noon..
nvm le..
just hope that u're feeling less stress that recital is over now^_^
focus on ur production.
i be coming to watch on friday!
expect sth from me on that day!:D
ANd CK too...!:)

.Gdnite.

.dance.

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

2:36 AM

♥ Monday, December 8, 2008

Time really waits for nobody

insommia

Finished Osch recital blocking at Sp ard 7pm

headed to Town for 15 bendanas..

thanks cherrie and jie for acc me.

walk here n there jus to find BENDANA..!

finally bought 7 orange,8pink.

then settled at an indo place at FarEast for their Ayam Penyet.

EXPPPPPPPP

aft tt bought bubble tea to ease the spicyness!

both of them took bus

while

i took train alone.

So, 1st time of me,myself and I walked to mrt station..

Along the way,

thoughts of.....

came into my mind.

Call it a moment of envy ..

Call it a moment of Silly..

Call it a moment of lonely..

Call it a moment of .........

am having dry throat..

needa honeywater everyday AGAIN..=.=

tml's the BIG DAY for me to perform AT O SCHOOL RECITAL CONCERT

@SP SP SP SP SP SP SP SP

have to reach b4 12pm cus the whole rehearsal would start 12pm SHARP!

so that means to say..i have to wake up 9.30AM!!!

I Wish that u're getting good.

i Wish that u're getting good without me acc u.

I Wish that u're happy always.

I Wish that ,though u have many friends, i'm still of existence inside ur memory.

IF I HAVE ONLY ONE WISH...........

-gdnite to the loved n love

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

1:21 AM

♥ Thursday, December 4, 2008

realised that..................
i've been missing out alot on her and her ..
so much so that so many things have had happened !!!
alamak!!!

i think one question to ask ourselves,
"am i happy?"
if one's day is always dull...
then wads the point of living yah?

i am sorry if i am not there when you need me.
i am sorry if i rejected you a few times when u asked me out.
i am sorry that i've so many reasons for not meeting up.
i am sorry if i've ever made you angry.
cheer up X.x.P.p
i am sorry for being so outdated in your life.
S.s.Q.q too..

and i know you both would be understanding
becus imagining me going back to those times when i'm SO NOT MYSELF.
and my current state..
i know you both would choose me to remain in the current state
but spare time for u and her rite?
^_^

and ya..just got to know a news...
my 1st reaction - " no feeling."
2nd reaction- " stumbled during my daily presentaion"
3rd reaction- " awkward"
4th reaction - " ..."

n i c no reason why shld i be angry?
cus i am angry when u asked me " u angry?"
this made me ........
really speechless over it..
wahahha..

focus..focus...focus..focus....
.dance dance dance dance ..
the escape of emotions.

-time for meeting-

Is it so difficult 2 say the THREE WORDS? Y

3:59 PM

♥

finally..
i believe my positive attitude is what keeps me going on till now..
After the rantings, i'm back to me myself and I.
I went back to attend breaking class and i learnt something!
This time, its achievable for me!
=)
=)
=)
3 cheers for me!~

and i've managed to gain the history of locking..
=)
+)
*)
3 hurrays for me!~

lemme share with you in a simpler manner:
Locking was born when a group of black Americans went on a TV program"The Soul Train"
It doesn't matter to them whether the moves look good; they just wanted to enjoy the freedom of expressing themselves, and dance to the music the way they love to. That is why they look so funky...
Don Campbell was doing some moves but he hesitated(freezing his arms) which then forms the lock.
He goes on to explore more moves and he got to know a group of friends whereby they formed a crew " The Lockers."

-in class now..slacking..
-gona go for meeting after school 5-7pm
-gona dance aft 7 pm..
gdbye
Till this age, " The Lockers" still exists.